back to work

yup.. i'm back to work.. start dari rabu lagi.. abess MC arituh.. ada gak terpikir nak sambung je cuti straight smp weekend.. tapi cam kena bergerak2 jugak la.. lagi dok rumah.. lagi rasa lembik pulak.

Alhamdullillah.. keje pun dipermudahkan dari mid Nov until end Dec nih.. I'm assigned as a full timer utk UAT Session.. which only need me to stay depan pc dan bagi komen pada UAT instructor bile perlu from 9-5 every day.. tak jauh mane cume 2 tingkat atas office aje.. (sib baik bukan kat menara or kelana jaya or mane-mane kena travel).

Utk alahan teruk dan penurunan berat badan mendadak.. Dah minta bekalan ubat tahan muntah from Dr Idris (masa visit dia on Monday) so.. gradually takde la seteruk last week..  Walaupun dah tak makan ubat tuh dah 2 hari nih .. still manageable la rasa nak muntah & pening lalat. (Sebenarnye selagi ada rasa pregnancy sickness nih.. I feel a bit better knowing somehow.. baby is progressing well.. kalau takde rase pape, lagi cuak rasenye)...

MDH pule busy bagai nak rak seminggu dua nih.. he even ask me to drive by own pegi keje (since dia teramatla lewatnye nak fetch balik dan kena dok sengsorang kat opis sementara menunggu tuh). Sorry my dear, satu reasonnya.. memang malas pun nak drive..(heheh)  but more importantly.. since pegi keje sesama pergi & balik.. atleast I do have time borak-borak ngan hubby.. Kalau tak.. agaknye seminggu tak tertembung dan tak berkata-kata sesama sendiri..

Menunggu di office is lot more better.. daripada tak bercakap to each other..

Ika .. sangatla excited with the news yang dia insya Allah akan dpt adik.. hari hari tanya.. "Bile ye mama, baby tu nak kuar dari perut mama nih ? " Siap sekarang dah bagi nama pulak tuh.. "Afin" .. Tatau la mane die dapat name tuh.. tapi beriya panggil dan bercakap2 kat perut ngan baby Afin..

Abang.. me'relate'kan kejadian manusia dan perubahan-perubahan biologi.. antara soalan-soalannye..
 " so mama.. masa dulu.. abang yg duduk dlm perut mama kan.. berapa lama tuh ?"
 ".. ooo.. masa abang dah 1 year baru Ika plak dok dlm perut mama ke?"
 " .. hmp.. ooo.. sekarang baby tuh kecik je ke ? macam duit 10 sen je?"
 "... ooo.. dia ada jantung dah.. cuba dengar jantung abang nih.. ada tak bunyi dup dap.. mama punye meh abang dengar "
 ".. kat sini ke kat perut nih ada baby.. patutla buncit aje.." (padahal yg buncit tu lebih lemak aje.. hehehe)

p/s: hermp.. terasa kemengantukan sebenarnya sesangat hari nih. Dah la tadi...dok dah depan sekali kat training room tadi. Selambe je.. menguap.. dan melepekkan diri kat depan pc.. hahaha..

Bzzz.. tido sat la...

Bed Rest..

Dari pulang kerja jumaat lepas; saya dah ada a few 'brown spotting' ala-ala nak abess menses tuh. I was so cuak that I couldn't bring myself to told the news to my sister (k.uteh) terkebetulan berada di rumah dia petang tuh sbb nak attend my big Bro (abang) kenduri doa selamat before performing hajj. MDH is not around petang tuh.. ada meeting with bosses yg akan start kol 8.30mlm.. that's why I was at k.uteh house pun...

I only told MDH dalam perjalanan pulang ke rumah late that night.. Esok pagi Sabtu pula si budak berdua tuh ada performance sempena ceremony convocation 6 years old @ Little Caliph.. so tanakla rush ke klinik dan memunahkan harapan budak duorang tuh to perform on stage. Kesian diorang dah berlatih berminggu-minggu nak nyanyi Thomas & Friend for Ika ; and 'Apa Khabar orang Kampung' for Abang.

Event Sabtu went well.. and so does on Sunday... cuma menonton the long overdue 'The Half Blood Prince'...

Monday came.. & I attend meetings @ Annexe and what not.. ((some do comments I look 'tak bermaya' on Monday)) not that I feel any pain or what ever.. but maybe worry took a toll on me. Jah plak (thanks Jah) siap offer to send me off to PMC petang tuh.. walaupun lepas tu baru teringat ada meeting @ 2pm.. hehehhe

Tuesday came.. remembering Dr Zana *the obgyn* kat klinik menara will be available on Tues.. I walk to the clinics hoping to redah aje jumpe Dr Zana at round 10.30am. Tub tub.. Dr Zana cuma akan masuk clinic petang & kakak kaunter soh jumpe aje Dr Rasool yg mmg available pagi tuh.

Dr Rasool took some notes down & terus je wrote a refer letter for me.

Biar pun rasa takot.. tapi I need to face it (if it bad) sooner or later.. berpemergian la kami ke Klinik Wanita Dr Idris kat TTDI (terkena pula 11.30 onwards dia kat klinik TTDI).

To our relieved (as at yesterday) my pregnancy is still intact.. tiny 4mm fetus last week has grown to 10.11mm. The heart beats.. :)

Dr Idris put me on a bed rest untill he sees me again next monday morning...

So .. ini la saya yg sedang bed resting at home..  buat masa nih.. duorang budak belum balik sekolah.. boleh la tenang.. Sat lagi pasti ada penyanyi handalan akan start buat concert di tepian.. & arkitek handalan akan cuba menunjukkan hasil hasil seninya kepada saya selang 10 minit..

Wish us luck !!

aja aja fighting!

bak kata anak sedaraku.. mari la bersama-sama 'aja aja fighting!'

when for the 2nd visit to Dr Idris pagi tadi.. selepas penantian 7 hari .. menanti Dr Idris masuk klinik tadi (45 minit lewat) pun macam menyeksaan.. (sib baik ada banyak bahan bacaan & duduk dekat ngan almari buku..) abess la 5-6 majalah kena belek-belek.. baca..

At first glance bila scan tadi.. still macam kosong jugak gestational sac .. (dah rasa down dah.. huhu) ... Tapi somehow ada sekali imbas.. I saw a small dot blinking.. Bila Dr Idris cam lambat je nak bagi response and keep on looking.. rasa cam nak je tolong pegang scanner die dan tunjukkan..

Bila zoom to gestational sac tadi.. ada la kenampakan one small dot (kecik yg amat di tepi-tepian sac tuh..) and it's blinking. Bila Dr Idris susah nak cari balik that 'small dot' ; ku tahan nafas (nak bagi perut nih diam & tak gerak-gerak ikut pernafasan). Dr Idris manage to measure the 'small dot' . Sizenya 4mm.

Dr Idris cuma kata.. for the benefit of the doubt.. we will have another round of scan next week.. to see how it progress. Mungkin.. mungkin katanya.. date conceived is later than predicted. Maybe baby mmg baru 5-6 weeks.. not 7 week. But sac mmg size 7 weeks.. uhh. pelik.. tapi itulah hasil visit to Dr Idris hari ini..

Atleast.. kami dpt lihat sesuatu tadi.. (moga-moga semuanya selamat.. doakan kami ye!)

(*-*) Aja aja fighting!

7 day more

hermp.. this passed 2 week.. dah 4 kali ultrasound dibuat.. and each time tak same dan tak consistent langsung jawapannya.. Seperti yg dikhabarkan sebelum ni..

1st time - sac size 8 weeks.. no heart beat
2nd time - sac tak visible .. normal 4-5 weeks pregnancy
3rd time  - sac visible.. 4 weeks + .. no heart beat

So semalam.. I ask for a refer letter to meet up with Dr Nora.. (poning pale den). Pagi tadi pergi la ke Primanora .. but errr.. rupenye Dr Nora pagi khamis booked for Operation kat Pantai. Ada Gynae lain.. tapi kol 10am baru ada.. Kami lak dah terpacak kat depan klinik kol 845am. Maleh nak tunggu berjam2 kat situ..makanya ku ajak MDH ke PMC dan terjah je la mana-mana gynae yg available pagi & boleh walk in..

I asked for a female gynae at first kat kakak kat kaunter bertanya tuh.. tapi sorang pun tak available.. either mmg tade di klinik / or klinik dah full tak boleh nak walk in. So tiada la choice lain, asalkan any expert bab2 OBGYN tak kesahla..  hehhe..

Klinik Obgyn Dr Idris

Dr Idris scan utk kali ke-4 nya tadi.. scanner die pula bagi estimation size sac 6 week, tapi mmg tak visible heartbeat. Katanya.. utk 6 week.. dia tak boleh nak bagi any conclusion.. and schedule another round of scan next week pule.. & see if there is any development . So.. tunggu 7 days more.. katanya lagi.. relaks dan jgn stress stress.. Hermp

So.. menanti la bersama-sama ye apakah khabaran nya.. huhuhuhu
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gravida 4 para 2

Err... you know what it means.. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.. but the journey is not quite over yet..Baru nak mula.. 


Baru je tahu on the G4P2 last Friday morning (dizziness melanda smpkan tanya kat MDH pagi tuh "err.. ada gempa bumi kat mane2 ke ek ? kenapa rasa kepala rase pusing tak hilang2.."). Walaupun mengagahi diri ke office pagi jumaat tuh.. but surrender @ 10am kat  Pusat Perubatan Menara. As I waited for turns to meet the Doc; counted the 1st day of the last menses... aa.. errrr.. it has been 36 days passed. 


So bila doc (Dr Siti 'the attending doc on Friday @ Pusat Perubatan Menara) tanya mengapakah dtg ke klinik.. terus ajela ask for the UPT test + citer la sket sket background on the kepusingan kepala.. So.. it come back +ve. 


Did ultrasound scanning with Dr Siti.... gestational sac is visible.. but surprisingly measured at 8 weeks. Suppose  5-6 weeks (based on date last menses). Abess sume angle dah Dr Siti measured size ttp 8 wks.... and to add with the kepelikan size no heart beat is found yet (Dr Siti kata.. it is normal for 5 - 6 week.. since kecik sgt lagi kan.. but size sac lagi menimbulkan tanda tanya.. ) Therefore I was scheduled for follow up scan after 1-2 weeks.. which falls to be set today @ 3.45pm.. (tapi Dr Zana 'the Gynae' on emergency leave plak tetibe). 


Now the follow up is schedule next week pule..  tiba-tiba rasa nak go through a day pun jadi lameeee... what more 7 days from now.. Sighh!


Should i just walk in & meet with my OB-Gyn (a.k.a Dr Nora) ? or just wait for another 7 days (since tiada tanda-tanda pelik spt blood spotting atau ape2) ? Perhaps scan machine di Pusat Perubatan Menara)l tak cukup canggih ?


Experienced from G3P2 (here, here, here ) baru2 nih.. buat stress dan cuak tak tentu pasal . Rasa tak senang hati aje.. Sigh!


Hope everything is OK this time..  pray for us.. (fighting!)

sepi kah ?

Sejak raya menjelma.. tak sekelumit tulisan pun berjaya di sumbangkan di blog. Duhhh.. sepikah ?

Ekceli, hari-hari ku click sikulat.blogspot.com; sekadar nak senang hop ke blog2 orang yg berupdet.. hahaha. Dah nak abess syawal dah nih haa.. baru nak sentuh.. (itupun sbb dah sangap tatau nak wat ape sambil tunggu MDH sampai utk balik). Baca sana sini.. macam2 kesah ade.. yati who's being in & out from hospital; ummimon with her 'dandan diri' mission; farra who fired her 'bibik' recently.. ohh.. macam-macam...

What's with me & people around me ? hehhee

Achievement paling ketara pun.. menghabiskan menonton Kdrama yg ada Yoon Eun Hye.

sib baik dia berlakon 4 citer aje.. yahahha..

• The Princess Hour @ Goong (nih memula citer Kdrama tertengok)
• The Coffee Prince (best best.. must watch!)
• The Vineyard Man (baru tamat tgk semalam pun..)
• Take Care of The Young Lady (tgh tayang kat tv.. tapi aku tgk abess dah kat mysoju)

Achievement lain-lain
~ pose 8 hari di bulan syawal..
~ attend beberapa open house di hujung minggu (smpkan bibik kata.. wo.. nak pegi 'pesta' ke ibu..)
~ dating beberapa kali di MV a.k.a slps menunggu MDH abess meeting kat MV (alang2..)
~ beli buku baru utk dibaca.. (tapi satu pun lom setat.. sbb asyik tgk kdrama aje..  har har)

Itu aje laa.. lain lain keje keje opis seperti biasa.. ada masa bizi.. ada masa tak bizi..

p/s: tgk site statistik.. ada gak orang jengah blog ni.. wlpn tak berupdate.. hehehe.. v(~o~) fighting!